The Oracle

Here I will place and record dreams and/or meditations that I feel I need to place here and look back on or need feedback on. I also might at times place ones that my "hubby has" and has told me about. I will have a special section for them here as well.


ADARIAN'S DREAMS

Reality? 09/07/2008

This I think has a bit to ring more true than just a dream. I am posting it anyways as it bothers me. I start school here in less than 2 weeks. We are going through some hard times as both of us are unemployed. I have not really tried to get a job, but do here and there for reporting reasons to get my unemployment check. (I know; that is bad!) Anyways, I get called for an interview. I go. It is not a bad position. It is just a night position. I would be going straight from school to work. Of course, I do my best in the interview. I could do my worst, but I don't. I am at odds with myself, but I do not want to lose my house. All I get from my hubby is negativity and bad vibes. I can't stand it. I do what I have too, but I am scared leaving my child alone with him. I know what happens when I do. I get called back for a 2nd interview. I do my best again even though I do not want the job. This time I tell my husband I do not want the job. I get the job. Anyways, not even a whole week on the job goes by when I come home and I see that my son has a black eye. My husband punched him because my son did not do what he was told so he was hit. This is what scares me. This has happened in real life where he has hit him with his temper. I do not trust my husband's temper and judgment with my son. It scares me. Then my son is gone! I wake up crying.

We have actually got into fights over this. I do not know what to do.

The Nightmare 08/31/2008
I was at a mall. It was a mall I had been to before back in Colorado. Can't remember the name, but I knew all the stores and my way around. It was extremely familiar. For some reason I seemed to work there . Do not exactly why, but I was getting off work. I had 2 other friends/co-workers with me as we were all walking out to our cars. I have the exact same car as I have in real life; except the color is different. In my dream it is a Royal Blue and in real life it is Burgundy. My friends get into their cars as I continue to walk to where my car was. It was not where I had parked. I walked around thinking I may have parked further. I still could not find it. I began to feel agitated and a bit scared at this moment. It was late at night and I am all alone. I start towards back the mall to find a security guard. I feel that someone is watching me. I get scared. I start running and loose my sense of direction in the mall. I get a call on my cell phone. A man's voice I did not recognize told me that he had my son! My son has been kidnapped! I start freaking. I find a guard and I am all in tears. He calls the police and a sort of frenzy comes about. I forget to call my husband in the all ruckus. The caller calls back with a picture of my son. He was badly injured and torchered. He said it was my fault at what happened to him. I beg him not to hurt anymore as he is only a child. I hear my son scream. I wake up.
Needless to say I got out of bed and went and checked on my son. It was a very disturbing dream. I know that dreams like this are not exactly what they represent, but their is some obvious fear. It was overwhelming and powerful.



The Vampire and a Witch (05/08/2008)

I saw this young maiden with soft short brown hair running through a garden. She was wearing a white flowing nightgown. She was running playfully. There was a young man following her. They were playing chase; like come and get me. She was giggling and he was laughing. It looked liked they liked each other. The time this place took in was in the 15th century. The clothing was old like in this time period. They were acting like they were in this time period. When he finally caught up to her they were lying on the ground kissing; then all of a sudden you could see his fangs. She wasn't scared. She smiled till he bit her. He poured his blood into her mouth to make her one of him. She awoke and made this horrible face. Like she was ready to feed, the she fell quiet. Blood trickled down her neck and then everything fell black. I saw this tearing hole in the center of blackness. Kinda like I ripping out. He fell to the ground. She suddenly appeared. I could of sworn it was my grandmother at a younger age, but I have never seen a picture of even what my grandmother looked like when she was younger at all! She had a wand and said something and he was gone. My wound on my neck was gone and I was okay! She told me I was not meant to be one of them. I must be more protective of myself and then I woke up. That girl was me.

A Birthing Change = Last night I had a dream of me being in labor. I was in a hospital that felt like it wasn't in this State I was living in now. The reason I say this is because my husband's parent's were in the room with me the Dr's and the nurse's that were there all had an accent. A southern accent. I had no anesthesia and was in pain. All of a sudden my grandmother who had just passed away shown up. She was just like the way she was when I saw her in January. The only exception was she an aura around her. A white glow shown all around her. She could also walk on her legs. She walked over and touched me and everything became calm. I knew that everything was going to be alright after touched me. She then looked up at Travis and his looked changed as well. The atmosphere in the room changed. I know I was in labor, but I do not think it was meant for an actual baby. I feel that a change is coming in our life just like the form of giving birth to a new life. A new life of some form is coming. Maybe a change in life as to where we live or how we live or both. Do not know. I just know that something is going to happen.





MY HUBBIES DREAMS

Visitation from the lady in White = She was beautiful wearing a long flowing white gown. Her hair was of gold in color and pulled into a bun up on top her head. She stood still with her hands in front of her in a praying position. I am still in bed almost between sleep and wake status. My wife is still sound asleep next to me. She is standing over my wife. No harmful feelings, but warmth and love. Then a ring of fire surrounded my wife. The colors of red and yellow engulfed and surrounded her. No flames touched her and she is still sound asleep. This lady in white just stands and continues to look at my wife with sincere love and the flames grow. For some reason I just stare for a bit and then I feel so relaxed that I just roll back over and go back to sleep.
(Now I have to tell you that I felt extremely warm that night, but I do not know how to decipher this. He is searching for this lady who came to him; even though she stood over me. I feel that there is a connection somewhere for the both of us. Now my Goddess is Freyja, but I get the feeling that this is a different Goddess. Any suggestions on this would be great )

His Wolf ( on many occasions)

The visitations He comes to him a few times a month in his dreams. Dark blue eyes with a smoky grey stripe down the center of his face and nose. Dark Grey ears and the rest of him his white (face only). I do not see the rest of his body; only his face. He is calm, but always looking at me. Just looking at me. I am still trying to figure out what exactly is trying to tell me. I feel comfortable when he comes. I get a sense of strength.

Hiya Adarian, it's good to see you and WOW what an experience to have with your husband. *claps hands excitedly*

What I think happened is that you both experienced the same thing in different ways. Travis saw the manefestation of either; your grandmother in her ethereal construct or either your grandmothers or your own spirit guide. I think that the dream you had was a message of change as you have already figured but it is a change that will affect both of you and it is a change that has been made a little easier to make since your grans passing. I think that she essentially has given you the thumbs up for whatever plans you were agonising over before.

The fact that your hubby expresses the exact same feeling of love and calm as you do in the dream definately points to spirit guide for me. Even down to the circle of protection around you. You are SO lucky. Maybe it's a step towards your own clairvoyance.

I personally would make my next step the detailed cataloging of all dreams and the subsequent picking apart of the details searching for any other instances of the appearance of either your Gran or the lady in white.

If you'd like any help or anything just give me a yell.

L&L

That puts a slightly different slant on things.

First let me say, dates, yes good idea.

I think that since you connected the two instances yourself, simply by posting them together, one obviously begets the other. So yes I think they are connected but not in the way that I initially read them.

Your husband has almost certainly witnessed a supernatural being of some description providing you with protection while you slept. If only you had a dream journal entry for that night we might cross reference it. Can you remember anything from that night? Even if it's just a feeling it might help. Maybe you can think of something connected to your grandmothers illness that might have warranted a visit from a spirit guide? Or perhaps even your Grandmother came to visit with you in the gatelands? She might have had a dream of her own whereby she made a vow to watch over you when she passed? It could have been her guide making you safe.

In terms of making some sort of contact with the lady, I think you might still be better off looking to spirit guides rather than Goddess constructs. The reason for this is that the Red and Yellow visualisation of a ring of Fire suggests to me a circle of protection such as might be utilised when creating a safe environment for spirit contact.

What I'm getting from this is a definate connectivity between both dreams and the passing of your Granna. The difficulty you had in the birthing shows how strained these sequence of events have left you and the fact that your grandma was the catalyst of pain relief supports the feeling of relief on her behalf, if you get me? It is now time to move on, it's time to take the lessons and put them into practice. No more excuses just action!

At least that's the feeling I get. What it means I shall leave up to you, I just deliver the message Don't shoot me.

Hope this makes a bit more sense.

His Wolf

I don't think he's trying to tell you something as much as make you aware of something you already know.

It has a sense of power behind it, a feeling of selfawareness. Maybe there is something you have been wanting to do but not until the time is right? When will it ever be a right time? You can do it, you just have to have the self belief and there is support there for you. If you don't go for it you might never know!


Mmm. Vague much?!!! Sorry.

Hope it means something otherwise I'm just a mad woman typing wildly.